Just a moment of your time

3 Nov 2008 In: MySpace
I just wanna say sorry to everyone about saturday night. I was out of line. I had some things on my mind, but that is not an excuse for my actions. I hope that I will be forgivin in time. I also want to say that it is time i get my shit back on track, so i wil be working on that. I also know that I have terrible timing. I just seem to always want to mess my oown things up. Maybe I am more self destructive then i thought. Anyway,  I need to get on top of things. My hope is that it is not too late. I suppose time will tell. Thanks to all who took the time to read this. 

Just a moment of your time

3 Nov 2008 In: MySpace
I just wanna say sorry to everyone about saturday night. I was out of line. I had some things on my mind, but that is not an excuse for my actions. I hope that I will be forgivin in time. I also want to say that it is time i get my shit back on track, so i wil be working on that. I also know that I have terrible timing. I just seem to always want to mess my oown things up. Maybe I am more self destructive then i thought. Anyway,  I need to get on top of things. My hope is that it is not too late. I suppose time will tell. Thanks to all who took the time to read this. 

So, I had to help with the family business last night. We were catering some girls 21st birthday. It was a pretty good time. Lots of random conversation, music, and awesome drinks. Man, I love that part of the job. lol. I left the party a little early, so that I could go out and enjoy what was left of my night. I get on the the 101 west, and am about to merge onto the 17; and then the night went down hill. The car in front of me just decided to come to a complete stop on the freeway. The car behind me goes left. I lock my brakes my car starts to go left, and then i correct it and go right. My tires are smoking, and I come to a stop about five feet from the guard wall. The car that started it sits there for a second, and then drives off on the 101. At this point, it is safe to say that I am pissed. I brush it off, and continue heading to tempe. I get to apache and rural with zero problems. I turn left onto apache, and then it started up all over again. This was what pushed me over the limit. I make it about 250 feet down apache, and the some fucktards, roll a fucking SHOPPING CART out into the street. Guess whos car it is headed for. MINE! I start breaking so that i do not hit it, the cart hits the median, and then rolls back and stops directly in front of me. I  Swerve right, and then get clipped by another car. On the upside, neither car even got a scratch. So that was a big plus. I never saw who rolled that shopping cart. They did it from a dark walk way. If i had seen them, I do believe I would be in jail right now. Now you have a recap of the major points of last night... Thanks for reading.

Hmmm….no…well, maybe…

19 Sep 2008 In: Uncategorized
   So, this was supposed to be a damn good weekend. Well, it did not turn out that way. Lets start with friday. I go pick up my paycheck, and take it to the bank. I deposit it in my account. Guess what happens? the damn ting gets frozen! So about 30 minutes later, I clear that situation up. I Go pay my bills, and thats half my day gone. I had to keep it an early night, because I was on call for work. So i am in bed by midnight. Basically, saturday sucked. Sat, I get through the work day. It was a good day of work. Saturday night, should be a good night. Yeah, not so much. To keep it short, this girl pulled a stunt. The kind of stunt that sends me from happy, to ready to rip a head off. Now in and of itself, it was not that bad. She just bugged me for an hour and a half. How did she bug me? Well, she sent me repeated texts stating that i hated her. Why do you hate me? You hate me! All of the texts were along these lines. What was the reason? Because i was not at the same location as her. Can we say ridiculous? So... it has been a week or so since then. I suppose things are better relative to that situation. lol. Time will tell on that one. On the upside, i finished training today! I am loving the new job, and I am already looking for advancment! So lets see hoe it goes. Thats all I have got to say for now. Don't be surprised if this post gets edited at a later date...

Life update

14 Sep 2008 In: General Updates

Well, it has been quite some time since i have posted a blog. Right now, life is going pretty well. I have a job that i love. I am finally making good money again. Unfortunately, i had to drop my classes until training ends. The job is relaxed and fun. I really can not complain. I will say this, I screwed up on a phone call today. It was very funny. I asked the customer if I had satisfied him tonight. Lol. What i should have asked was, "did i handle your issue to your satisfaction." Only screw up so far, but i will adjust to the call flow.  I have a few friends that are going to apply, so that should work out.

Outside of the work world, things are also going pretty well. My niece should be coming into town this week. I have not seen her in about a year. So, that will be a nice change. My family is doing well. My middle sister just had a baby girl. She is now four weeks old. While I am not that big on kids, I love this one! She grows on me a little more each week.

Hmmm... what else could I say? I am a fan of active disinterest, it has served me well lately. Cat string is also treating me nicely. For those of you who know what i am talking about, I plan to take it to the limt. lol. Should be interesting to see how things unfold. I have seen a few things that were pleasent surprises.  I may even have a match on the debate, intellectual, and general bs levels. lol. It was fairly entertaining discovering those things. Well, I think that is all that can really be said as of now. I will try and post an update once a week. That seems like a good place to start. If this grows, then i will step up the posts.

That explains today for me. I managed to push away a friend... Idk what to say on that. I am not gonna say that i am sorry, but I do regret having that conversation. I also regret the way that i phrased things. It was not my intention to hurt you. Like i said, i understand if we don't talk anymore. I can work with that.

Work sucked today also. I didn't get my tips or anything. Something went wrong so i cam up short tonight. So now its just a waiting game. I think ill prob quit and try to find myself a new job.

I guess it just wasn't my day. I hope tomm and the weekend are better. I need to meet some new people. I also need a get away, I am soending too much time caught up in this cycle. Maybe I  should take a couple weeks for myself. Now that i think about it, the last 5 days have been a mess. Oh well, thats just a part of life.

amazing Current mood: rejuvenated

6 Sep 2008 In: MySpace

so, i have been going through a lot of changes in my head lately. the last couple of weekends i have learned something new every night. last week, i learned some pretty nice games. nothing really can be compared to what i experienced tonight. i was driving with my friend, and we heard a train coming. we went to the tracks, sat down, and waited for the train. we were like two feet away from it, it just gave me this awesome feeling. its so hard to describe what it was like. it was like being in the presence of something with unimaginable power, but you don't really fear it. my heart skipped a beat a couple of times, it was just wow. while i was sitting there, my mind was at ease. i had this moment of peace and clarity. i felt at ease with everything. it was an experience that just took everything over. all i heard was the train, all i saw was the train, and all i felt was the train. There is so much more that i want to say, but i don't know how to express it. 
my words are getting twisted  right now. ill just end it by saying that it was beauty
at its best

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This blog is going to let you experience my mind. I'll take you through the random thoughts, observations, and chaos that occur in my Life. I am often forgetful, at times an ass, and usually in the middle of something. Kick back, and enjoy...

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